Sunday, October 21, 2007

Foreverinmotion - Magic

Foreverinmotion - Magic

This is how it feels being alive.
Knowing that one day, you will die.
And this is how it feels falling in love.
And this is what that feels like coming undone.
You’ll never know.
How beautiful.
You are…
This is what it feels like hearing that song.
When all time comes to a halt, yet somehow the world goes on.
And this is what it feels like wanting to cry.
When no words can express how it makes you feel inside.
You’ll never know.
How beautiful.
You are…
This is how it feels to think suicide
When darkness crosses your life and steals up your mind
And what it makes you think to end all your pain
Deceives your eyes from the magic of better days.
Don’t you realize?
I wish you’d know.
How beautiful.
You are…

THE RAIN.

Due to the fact that I have officially nothing better to do. Guess what, I'mma update the blog! Yay! Yeah, right.

Oh, update on the WISHLIST:

1. I GOT EOIN COLFER'S ARTEMIS FOWL THE LOST COLONY! (CHECK!)
2. The Dark is Rising Sequence Susan Cooper. (Found out that it's available in the library. Hoorah. CHECK!)
3. A skateboard... (Bweehee.. Momma's gonna buy youuuu...)
4. A DS. (Played it at Peech's house. I wanna play Chocobo Tales. =( Momma has to save money now.)

My FFL is at Phuket. =) Stay safe. I hope you're havin' fun. =)

G ain't answerin' ma emails... =( Hope you're okay, man.

Some kid got virus at school. We have no school for a week. Teachers are given us damn ass homework through text messages... Let's explode.

I think the Soph. cheerleaders are probably havin' their practice thingy today... I wanna drop off at school ... maybe even wave pom poms. =) Just kidding. ytf would I wanna do that.

Hmm... Hello Mimi. Hello life. Again.

This is you when you're 14. I so wanna know what you're gonna think about yourself when you grow older. Will you look into the mirror and say, "Hey. This is me. I'm so glad I've done this n' that..." or say, "Hey, what have I been doin' in the past 14 years? Or rather, in the almost 15 years?"

What have I been doing?

THE RAIN - FOREVERINMOTION

Time carries us away
from all the places we have come to love;
just wishing we could stay.
But maybe that's not the point.
What makes this all so god damn beautiful
is knowing that its bound to fade in time.
If you listen you can hear the wind talking to the trees,
like words of quiet angels, or so I'd like to believe.
I don't know where I am going.
I don't know where I want to be.
But as long as I have a soundtrack
I'll make it there breathing.
And so it comes, the heavy rain...
The storm we've all been waiting for
to wet our hearts and make sense of this pain,
from standing still for far too long
(from holding out and holding on to all the things
you know will only hold you back in the end)
..like you're just holding out for something better
to steal you from these tired days that you don't want.
What are you hoping for?
Miracles happen all the time, so where is yours?
The rain, it never lies.
Writing its secrets on the window pane.
You lose your focus in the subtleties of its poetic grace.
There's just something about its sadness that makes
you feel okay.
Do you remember that rainy afternoon
when we cried in each other's arms?
When we knew we'd found perfection
but somewhere deep inside,
knew it had come too soon for us to hang on,
or try to make it last.
We can't forget these moments baby,
but our lives are NOW.
Don't lose yours in the past.
Once we find ourselves I swear I'll find you again someday.
But the western wind is calling me
I heard the angels say my name.
My loner heart is aching, so I'll be leaving soon
to start this lonesome journey
when the leaves dance for the moon.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

=)

I FINISHED INKSPELL!!

And damnation, I have nothing else to read...

Monday, July 30, 2007

Yaha!!

And again... new blog... owiee...

I have no idea how many blogs I own... How many entries I deleted in the last ones... And how many entries I'm gonna keep in this one before I decide to delete it again. Darn, I shouldn't have deleted the last one... =( The beginning of my Freshman year was recorded there... But ... whatever ... I'mma be a SOPHOMORE now! Sucks.

I just scrapped off the fifth alternate version of the beginning of the start of my new story and decided to continue with the original version. Dammit. And now Chapter 1 is in total of one page. And a sentence. Stupid Mimi.

I've decided to now update my msn space 'coz it takes quite some time to load... Everything takes quite some time to load... But because I've been usin blogger for a YEAR, I shall try to be loyal. Yaha. =)

Oh, g, you rock, man. Your last entry was like, a year ago... Update some? =)

Trying to keep track of...

Currently Reading: - Inkspell. I have to finish this in the next two days. Even if I can't concentrate. I have to! NOOO!!!

Just watched: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. My dad fell asleep after about 10 minutes of the movie.

WISHLIST! =)

- The Dark is Rising Sequence (Susan Cooper)
- Artemis Fowl: The Lost Colony (Eoin Colfer)
- A skateboard. Saving money for it! By the end of the year! YAHA!!!!
- A Zoids model. Have to save money for it again. Dammit.

Farkkkkk...

=)

I miss you SH. =)

G! TRY AND SLEEP FASTER THAN MIDNIGHT! DAMMIT! =)

-psy.